tag:lifeisagasat40.blog.co.uk,2009-11-09:/I'm stunned and swing from slightly amused to suicidal as I watch my shabby-I-should-have-been-so-happy life unfold. Where are the controls for this thing?MokoFeed2009-11-09T08:24:33+01:00tag:lifeisagasat40.blog.co.uk,2006-11-24:/2006/11/24/i_want_the_moon~1363780/AgingAndClueless2006-11-24T11:05:48+01:002006-11-24T11:13:44+01:00 <p>I want peace and quiet all the time, other than when I want noise. </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://lifeisagasat40.blog.co.uk/2006/11/24/i_want_the_moon~1363780/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>tag:lifeisagasat40.blog.co.uk,2006-08-14:/2006/08/14/what_a_hard_morning~1038795/AgingAndClueless2006-08-14T15:34:13+02:002006-08-14T15:34:13+02:00 <p>spent all morning on the phone....a high flying job, i havent had a minute to think. Home-working, and working for myself is where I am at, now that I am 40. </p> <p>I've had 4 cups of coffee, made on the stove in one of those aluminium espresso makers. Time consuming but well worth the extra work even for a busy person like me.</p> <p>I have called a new electrician, to replace the one that has done a bunk. Nervous breakdown I think. His girlfriend has reported that he has done a bunk from home too....poor lad, I should imagine he's wandering aimlessly down a beach in Ibiza consoling himself with a jug of sangria bought with my money. But i can't begrudge him that, poor lad, poor poor lad. I bet he's having an awful time in that hot sun, days stretching ahead of him with nothing to do but spend my money, poor lad. </p> <p>I also called my sister, 1hour 40 minutes<br> oh and my mum...twice...1 hour and 15 minutes<br> oh and my boyfriend/potentially my ex-boyfriend - 10 minutes</p> <p>busy busy busy</p> <p>I must dash have to book a flight for the bf/ex-bf. He's coming over to try to save our relationship. Dang! I'll need to have a bath. It's just work work work. </p> <p> <small> <a href="http://lifeisagasat40.blog.co.uk/2006/08/14/what_a_hard_morning~1038795/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>