life is a gas at 40

I want peace and quiet all the time, other than when I want noise.

spent all morning on the phone....a high flying job, i havent had a minute to think. Home-working, and working for myself is where I am at, now that I am 40.

I've had 4 cups of coffee, made on the stove in one of those aluminium espresso makers. Time consuming but well worth the extra work even for a busy person like me.

I have called a new electrician, to replace the one that has done a bunk. Nervous breakdown I think. His girlfriend has reported that he has done a bunk from home too....poor lad, I should imagine he's wandering aimlessly down a beach in Ibiza consoling himself with a jug of sangria bought with my money. But i can't begrudge him that, poor lad, poor poor lad. I bet he's having an awful time in that hot sun, days stretching ahead of him with nothing to do but spend my money, poor lad.

I also called my sister, 1hour 40 minutes
oh and my mum...twice...1 hour and 15 minutes
oh and my boyfriend/potentially my ex-boyfriend - 10 minutes

busy busy busy

I must dash have to book a flight for the bf/ex-bf. He's coming over to try to save our relationship. Dang! I'll need to have a bath. It's just work work work.